At night the silence breaks your heart – day 4

I don’t need you to know this

Yet i do need to say this

Every word is meant

You didn’t deserve me

My painful screams 

Escaping me through the night 

My heavy tears

Made of broken promises

I loved you 

I was all in

Creating a world for us 

A distant bubble 

Created by my heart

While i was busy with us

You were destroying

My trust

My confidence 

I was building us

You were killing me

Invading me of fear

I was so afraid

Terrified of who i was 

I felt nothing

Now i know

I deserved better

I deserved love

You just wanted comfort 

Sell your soul but don’t make mine part of the deal

– just my notes