Not saying what is nearly bursting inside you
We act a certain way
Because we don´t dare to say
What is exploding inside us
We just smile
Pretend to be just fine
And slowly glue our masks to our face
Too afraid to be honest
We act this way
Because of all we are too afraid to say
To say all we think
To act on what we want
To ask for respect
To show you can be tall
Yet we act this way
Like actors
Scared actors
That live secret lives
Never take their masks off
Due to so many negative reasons
But all that we are keeping inside
Corrodes
Explodes
Yells
Hurts
And makes us grey
We become blue
And then grey again
A remorse rollercoaster of a disappointed liar
Say what you feel
Let it out
There is no more space for all the words you wished you said
Be bold
Be brave
And be it now
– just my notes
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